Lost And Confused

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Woke up many times in the morning and slept again. My mind is still heavy, thinking about all those things, but not as heavy as the night before.

Went for lunch at Marina Square food court. It brings back good memories when I was with Lian, eating Mos Burger there, watching movie there. All those sweet memories just came back and my tears also starts to flow down.

Came home chatted with alot of my friends about what should I do because I feel lost and confused. Asked Lian abit, she said I should get my piorty right. I will try to change along the way of doing FYP and at the same time will try to woo her back.

Didn’t eat dinner, don’t know why whole day didn’t have mood to eat or don’t feel hungry. Watch a bit of television, showing Daylight. Still like that show.

Tomorrow will be the start of week 2 of school and also a start of a new chapter of my life.

Don’t know whether turning back time is good or bad.

Evanescence – Bring Me Back To Life

how can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
leading you down into my core
where i’ve become so numb.
without a soul
my spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.

(wake me up.
wake me up inside.
i can’t wake up.
wake me up inside.
save me.
call my name and save me from the dark.
wake me up.
bid my blood to run.
i can’t wake up.
before i come undone.
save me.
save me from the nothing i’ve become.)

now that i know what i’m without
you can’t just leave me.
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life.

[chorus]

bring me to life.
i’ve been living a lie
there’s nothing inside.
bring me to life.

frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
only you are the life among the dead.

all of this sight
i can’t believe i couldn’t see
kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me

i’ve been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
i’ve got to open my eyes to everything.

without a thought
without a voice
without a soul

don’t let me die here
there must be something wrong.
bring me to life.

[chorus]

bring me to life.
i’ve been living a lie
there’s nothing inside.

bring me to life

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