Is a sad day for me, but I kinda expected it. Sometimes good things doesn’t last. For now I guess we have to be friends after almost 1 year being together. In the mean time, time to do some soul searching and changing and woo her back again after that. Would not know whether it will affect FYP or not. But I promised her that it will not affect FYP and will try my best to keep my promise. Well, I am alone again back like the old days together my good friends.

Is hard not to think of it. Is like a nightmare and how I wished it was and to wake up faster. But guess that what has happend has already happened or meant to happen sooner or later. No used crying over spilled milk. Life has to go on. I must put all the unhappnines behind me and start anew like a new baby who has just been borned to this world.

I have tried to control my tears, so far so good. I will make sure bad emotions will never take control over my head again.

Of course I will still miss her, imagine almost 11 months of being together. She is like part of my life. I will always treasure the happy times we have and created together and I also hope that next time I and her will be togther again.

But for now, is time to change myself. Lester Version 2.0.

Roxette – It Must Have Been Love

Lay a whisper on my pillow,
leave the winter on the ground.
I wake up lonely,
there’s air of silence in the bedroom
and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes and dream away.

It must have been love but it’s over now.
It must have been love but I lost it somehow.
It must have been love but it’s over now.

From the moment we touched, ’til the time had run out.
Make-believing we’re together that I’m sheltered by your heart.
But in and outside I’ve turned to water like a teardrop in your palm.
And it’s a hard winters day, I dream away.

It must have been love but it’s over now.
It’s all that I wanted, now I’m living without.
It must have been love but it’s over now,
it’s where the water flows, it’s where the wind blows.