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Didn’t went to school today, was quite tired and only a 2 hours PROJ lesson.

Somehow my brokeup with lian triggered alot of things. If she and my other friend is together, it will also strain my friendship with him. Haiz.

After having an about an hour of good chat with Lian, finally feel so comfortable. Like something heavy has been lifted off to shoulders. She also feel the same way. Glad that most of the things are solved. We are good friends now, and she don’t look back, so is impossible for us to be back together again.

She maybe together with my friend next time, but I think next time stuffs, next time then say. LOL.

Just as my feeling was right, it wasn’t just a simple breakup as it seems. Things just get more complicated. I want the truth instead of being kept in the dark but somehow till now, I have not heard of the whole truth but bits and pieces of it.
Avril Lavigne – Complicated

Uh huh, life’s like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that’s the way it is
Cause life’s like this
Uh huh, uh huh that’s the way it is

Had GAME practical lessons today. Well it is quite tough, all the mathematics calculations and is built upon previous practicals, thus cannot be absent for 1 lesson.

Our group will be having an ASP.NET crash course this Saturday with our last semester MMAS lecturer.

Went to school for FYP discussion, didn’t talk much, just listen sometimes help. Went for lunch at foodcourt 6 with Lian and 1 of my group member. Didn’t ate, but watched them ate.

Met Jacky’s FYP group to watch a movie called Basic at Tiong Bahru. The show was quite messy, something like Hero. Didn’t really understand it and my head is still heavy with those sweet memories of watching movies with Lian. The air-con in the cinema is cold, maybe I didn’t eat much. Ate only some sushi and was a birthday treat from Geargina.

Woke up many times in the morning and slept again. My mind is still heavy, thinking about all those things, but not as heavy as the night before.

Went for lunch at Marina Square food court. It brings back good memories when I was with Lian, eating Mos Burger there, watching movie there. All those sweet memories just came back and my tears also starts to flow down.

Is a sad day for me, but I kinda expected it. Sometimes good things doesn’t last. For now I guess we have to be friends after almost 1 year being together. In the mean time, time to do some soul searching and changing and woo her back again after that. Would not know whether it will affect FYP or not. But I promised her that it will not affect FYP and will try my best to keep my promise. Well, I am alone again back like the old days together my good friends.

Is hard not to think of it. Is like a nightmare and how I wished it was and to wake up faster. But guess that what has happend has already happened or meant to happen sooner or later. No used crying over spilled milk. Life has to go on. I must put all the unhappnines behind me and start anew like a new baby who has just been borned to this world.

JSPG first few practical is like DSAL first few practicals. Almost the same, how to write to file and read to file. However forgot some syntax.

Came home early as Lian ended at 4pm and she ask me to home first.

Had lunch at Holland Village today. Ate the beef noodles from one of the noodle house there. Quite nice. The noodle is different from normal noodle.

Went back to school to collect the laptop. So troublesome the procedure. Need every group member admin number, contact number and signature. End up forging the signature as only 3 people including me was in school.